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Today Poppy is a sentimental fool. We
all need a little LOVE in our lives.
When we are born, we are a daughter and maybe a sister. When we marry, we become a wife, then maybe a mother and then a grandmother. At times, these lines become blurred but our LOVE never changes.
Growing up as a child I have fond
memories of living on a farm with my brothers and sisters. We all shared a
strong bond between each other. We had ears that listened and hearts that
LOVED. As we grew older, we still listened with our ears and LOVED with
our hearts. We as siblings made our own choices in life, we respected those
choices and cheered each other on. That is what family does.
As of today, I have lost a loved
one every year since 2017. First it was my mother, my ex-husband, then husband and now my little brother Gary Thomas. Every death
that I was dealt brings a flood of memories and a question, why am I still
here?
Let me take you back to when I was
married. I was happily married for 16 years. They said I had an old soul
and I married a man that was 30 years older than me. He was everything I
wanted. He was old fashion, affectionate, clever, kind, gentle and good
looking. We had a solid marriage because we cared enough about each other to
work through our problems, find solutions to them, and loved each other more
than ourselves. We never went to bed angry
or held grudges. We always kissed and said “I love you” before bedtime.
Let us get back to the question, ‘Why
am I still here?” I have answered
it. “I am here on earth to teach people what
LOVE really means. I have lived, loved,
and lost. I came from a loving
family. My mother was a sweetheart and
loved us unconditionally. Love is the most
difficult emotion to explain. Love is a feeling;
Love is an action and Love is attachment. “Love is like a painting in the beginning it
is only an idea, but over time it is built up through errors and corrections
till you have a breath-taking work of art for all to see.” Our time on earth is
so very precious, so do not waste it with drama.
I have slowly put myself back
together and I am a new version of me. I
have learned to brighten my own light. I no longer need anyone to make me
happy. I stopped being “too nice” and hold kind boundaries while being
loving, attractive and phenomenal myself. I have come to realize if someone
wants you in their life, they will make room for you. If not, you have either
taught them a lesson or they have taught you a lesson. Align yourself with
people that you can learn from, people who want more out of life, people who
are stretching and searching and seeking some higher ground in life.
Life is too short. So, LOVE
the life you live.
Poppy
The place we loved to go.
Frontier Village, Fastest Fun in the West
In memory of Gary Thomas
6/11/1961 - 7/6/2020
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